WHEN I HAD ENOUGH

when I was young still in elementary school I had already had enough of being picked on, I was tired of getting bullied and had tried to kill myself a few time the one time I tried to shoot myself I put the wrong bullets in the gun. I was put in a program to help deal with being bullied that was a joke...

At 16 on my 16th birthday no one including family showed up i just wanted to die it's like everyone hated me because I'm not like them.

When I was 17 I tried to OD because I have depression and P.T.S.D I can't make friends no matter how hard I try.

I just turn 18 I'm alright I still think about the bullying sometimes but I'm glad I'm alive , I'm glad mom stop me from killing myself she was there for me no matter what I love her she saved me I’m glad I’m here alive and well now but it's still trauma though it’s hard to forget what happened I try forget about it but can't how much I wanted to I cant